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Self Healing

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HURT.

It never seems fair that we must heal ourselves, but what a wonderful gift: Self Healing.

The simple fact that “we can”, says a lot about life, consciousness, and the universe itself. The trust that we can handle it all, that is an immense trust.
That is infinite faith.

That we are worthy of a such a gift is an extraordinary kindness bestowed “to us”, yet not upon us…
…this is bliss itself.

To heal, how glorious.
How Divine.

THIS IS ALLOWANCE | THIS IS ABUNDANCE!

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Cordell Klier's Essential Reading List

MY READING LIST

I was recently asked when I got my start as a life coach, and how it is that I know what I know about how to assist people on this journey called life.

..Well to be honest with you, my first life coaching gig was when was a kid. But that’s for a whole other post…

In short I was born with a strange way of seeing the world around me, let’s put it at that; I’ve been coaching since I was a little kid.

Yet, I knew there was a lot of things I didn’t know about life, and at times got easily stumped on how to help some of the people I knew. So I began reading anything I could on the human condition. And as I got older I also wanted to find out if there were other people like me out there. People that might be thinking about our world, and seeing the world, like I did. This is something I am always on the hunt for. Thus, in my later life I became a heavy researcher and reader.

Since I’ve been doing the life coaching thing I have thus far found a great number of amazing coaches and authors that I feel really make a difference in the lives of folks. Literature and lectures that very much free & transform people’s outlook on life, as well as their lives in general. So I decided to create a list of what I feel are some essential finds.

Some of what I have presented here I prefer in audiobook form. While others I like to have a digital or even a physical book to read. A select few, I have all three. ..I read a lot, …so this is really the essentials.. And yes I do know it is a long list. So I’ll mark my absolute favorites.

Here is a run down of what I’ve come to know as the essentials for living a better life in somewhat of an alphabetical order.

Enjoy.

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READING LIST
Title : Author : My Media Preference

["*" = A Great Read & "!!!!" = A Perfect Manual For Life]

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Adyshanti – Spontaneous Awakening – audiobook/lecture

Alan Watts – A Conversation With Myself – lecture

Alan Watts – Myth Of Myself – lecture

Albert Mackey – The History Of Freemasonry – book

!!!! Andy Andrews – Mastering The Seven Decisions That Determine Personal Success – audiobook

Bob Beaudine – The Power Of Who You Already Know.. – audiobook

!!!! Bob Proctor – It’s Not About The Money – audiobook

Bob Proctor – What To Do When It Isn’t Working – audiobook

* Brian Tracy – Secrets oaf Self-Made Millionaires – lecture

Brian Tracy – 21 Qualities of Self-Made Millionaires – lecture

!!!! Butler Yates – The Occulatum – book

Carlos Castaneda – The Road To Ixtlan – book

Carolyn Myss – Defy Gravity – book

!!!! Charles F. Haanel – The Master Key System – book & audiobook

Charles S. Clason – The Richest Man In Babylon – book

Cheryl Richardson – Stand Up For Your Life – DVD

Christina Donald – Transcendent Dreaming – book

Christopher Knight & Robert Lomas – The Hiram Key – book

Collin Tipping – Radical Self-Forgiveness Practices – audiobook

Dale Carnegie – How To Stop Worrying And Start Living – audiobook

* Daniel Pink – A Whole New Mind – book

Daniel Pink – Drive – book

David Allen – Getting Things Done – audiobook

David Bach – Automatic Millionaire – book & audiobook

David Bach – Start Over, Finish Rich – book & audiobook

* Debbie Ford – The Darkside Of The Light Chasers – book

Debbie Ford – The Shadow Effect – DVD

Deepak Chopra – Chakra Balancing – CD

Deepak Chopra – Creating Affluence – audiobook

Deepak Chopra – Reinventing The Body, Resurrecting The Soul – book & audiobook

Deepak Chopra – Soul Of Healing Affirmations – audiobook/CD

Deepak Chopra – Soul Of Healing Meditations – CD

Dennis Merritt Jones – The Art Of Uncertainty – book

Denis Waitley – Winning: It’s All In Your Head – lecture

Dick Sutphen – Sleep Programming – CD (meditation/hypnosis)

!!!! Don Miguel Ruiz – The Four Agreements – book & audiobook

Don Miguel Ruiz – The Mastery Of Love – book & audiobook

Don Miguel Ruiz – The Voice of Knowledge – book & audiobook

Don Miguel Ruiz, Don Jose Ruiz – The Fifth Agreement – audiobook

Earl Nightingale – Lead The Field – lecture

!!!! Earl Nightingale – The Strangest Secret (all the different versions) – audiobook/lecture(s)

* Earl Nightingale – 20 Minutes That Can Change Your Life – lecture

Earl Nightingale – The Miracle Of The Mind – lecture

Earl Nightingale – Increase Your Income – lecture

Eckhart Tolle – A New Earth – audiobook

!!!! Eckhart Tolle – The Power Of Now – audiobook

Eckhart Tolle – Stillness Speaks – audiobook

* Eknath Easwaran (translator) – The Bagavad Gita – book

Eknath Easwaran (translator) – The Dhammapada – book

Eldon Taylor – Choices & Illusions – book

Elizabeth Towne – Life Power And How To Use It – book

* Esther And Jerry Hicks – Money And The Law Of Attraction – audiobook

Esther And Jerry Hicks – The Vortex – audiobook

Frank J. Kinslow – The Secret Of Instant Healing – audiobook

Gary Zukav – Soul To Soul – audiobook

!!!! Gary Zukav – The Seat Of The Soul – audiobook

!!!! Genevieve Behrend – Your Invisible Power – book & audiobook

George Ifrah – The Universal History Of Numbers – book

George N. Collins – Breaking the Cycle – book

Hale Dwoskin – Letting Go! – lecture

Harish Joharhi – Chakras – book

Harvey Mackey – Fired Up! – book

Helen Schucman & William Thetford – A Course In Miracles – book

>>> EXCEPTIONAL BOOK!!! >>> Hermes Thricegreat Megistris – The Emerald Tablet Of THOTH – manual

!!!! Jack Canfield – The Success Principles – audiobook

Jack Kornfield – Meditation For Beginers – CD (meditation)

Jakusho Kwong-Roshi – Breath Sweeps Mind – audiobook/lecture

James Gleik – Chaos – book

* James Allen – As A Man Thinketh – book

* James Arthur Ray – Answers To Life’s 11 Most Burning Questions – book

James Arthur Ray – Collapse The World – CD (meditation)

!!!! James Arthur Ray – Harmonic Wealth – book, audiobook, DVD

James Redfield – Celestine Prophecy – book

Jean Jacques Rousseau – The Social Contract – book

Jeffrey Mishlove – The Roots Of Consciousness – book

Jillian Michaels & Mariska van Aalst – Master Your Metabolism – book & audiobook

Jim Rohn & Chris Widener – The Twelve Pillars – book

Jim Rohn – Living An Exceptional Life – lecture

Joe Vitale – The Key – audiobook

!!!! Jon Kabbat-Zinn – Wherever You Go There You Are – book

John Assaraf – Having It All – audiobook

John C. Friel & Linda D. Friel – The 7 Best Things (happy) Couples Do – book

John Demartini – The Gratitude Effect – audiobook

John Gribben – The Search For Superstrings, Symmetry, And The Theory Of Everything – book

John Medina – Brain Rules – book

Joseph Campbell (with Bill Moyers) – The Power Of Myth – book & DVD

Kahlil Gibran – The Profit – book

Kahlil Gibran – The Wanderer – book

Keith Yamashita & Sandra Spataro – Unstuck – book

Kelly Howell – The Secret To Attracting Wealth – CD

Kelly Howell – The Secret Universal Mind Meditation 1 & – CD

Ken Wilber – A Theory Of Everything – book

Ken Wilber – Kosmic Consciousness – audiobook

Kyra Mesich – The Sensitive Person’s Survival Guide – book

* Lao Tzu – Tao Teh Ching – book

Larry Winget – You’re Broke Because You Want To Be – audiobook

Laurence Gardener – Bloodline Of The Holy Grail – book

Les Brown – Step Into Your Greatness – lecture

Loretta Laroche – Life Is Not A Stress Rehearsal – lecture

Louise Hay – 101 Power Thoughts – CD (meditation)

Louise Hay – Anger Releasing – audiobook (meditation)

Louise Hay – Change And Transition – lecture

Louise Hay – Dissolving Bariers – lecture

Louise Hay – Forgiveness / Loving The Inner Child – audiobook (meditation)

Louise Hay – Life Reflections On Your Journey – audiobook

Louise Hay – Love a your Body – CD (meditation)

Louise Hay – Meditations To Heal Your Life – book

* Louise Hay – The Power Is Within You – book, audiobook

Louise Hay – Receiving Prosperity – lecture

!!!! Louise Hay – You Can Heal Your Life – book, audiobook, DVD

!!!! M. Incognito (William Walker Atkinson) – The Secret Doctrine Of The Rosicrucians – book

Marianne Williamson – The Age Of Miracles – audiobook

Mario Livio – The Golden Ratio – book

Mario Martinez – The Mind-Body Code – audiobook

Mark Williams, John Teasdale, Zindel Segal ,Jon Kabbat-Zinn – The Mindful Way Through Depression – audiobook

Mark Victor Hansen & Robert G. Allen – Cash In A Flash – audiobook

!!!! Martha Beck – Follow Your North Star – audiobook

Martin E.P. Seligman – Authentic Happiness – book

* Marsha Sinetar – Do What You Love, The Money Will Follow – book

Michael Bernard Beckwith – The Life Visioning Process – audiobook

Mike Dooley – Choose Them Wisely – audiobook

Napoleon Hill – …In His Own Voice – audiobook/lecture

!!!! Napoleon Hill – Think And Grow Rich – book

* Neale Donald Walsch – Conversations With God (series) – audiobook

Neville Goddard – The Power Of Awareness – book

Nido Quebein – How To Get What You Want – lecture

* Osho – Body Mind Balancing – book/CD

Osho – Meeting With Remarkable People – book

Paolo Coelho – The Alchemist – book

Patricia Carrington – Discover The Power Of Meridian Tapping – book & DVD

Pema Chödrön – Getting Unstuck – audiobook

* Pema Chödrön – The Pocket Pena Chödrön – book

Pema Chödrön – True Happiness – audiobook

Peter A. Levine – Healing Trauma – book

Phil Town – Rule Number 1 Investing – book/audiobook

Prentice Mulford – Thoughts Are Things – book

* Ram Dass – Be Here Now – book

Ramana Maharishi – The Spiritual Teachings Of.. – book

Ramana Maharishi – The Teachings Of.. – book

!!!! Ramana Maharishi – Who I Am – book

Raymond Faulkner (translator) – The Egyptian Book Of The Dead – book

Phineas Mollod & Jason Tesauro – The Modern Gentleman – handbook

* Rhonda Byrne – The Power – audiobook

* Rhonda Byrne – The Secret – DVD & audiobook

* Richard Bandler – Get The Life You Want – book/audiobook

Rob Bell – Sex God (exploring the endless connections between sexuality and spirituality) – book

* Robert Sharma – The Little Black Book Of Stunning Success – book

Robert W. Fuller – Somebodies And Nobodies – book

Rudolf Steiner – The Fourth Dimension – book

Rufus C. Camphausen – The Encyclopedia Of Sacred Sexuality – book

Saint Germain – The I Am Discourses – book

Sam Glenn – Kick In The Attitude – audiobook

Seth Godin – Purple Cow – audiobook

Shakti Gawain – Creative Visualization – audiobook

Shawn Achor – The Happiness Advantage – book

Shilo Shiv Suleman & Avijit Michael – Khoya – book/app

Sri Nisargatta Maharaj – I Am That – book

!!!! Steve Chandler – 17 Lies That Are Holding You Back.. – audiobook

Stephen R. Covey – The 7 Habits Of Highly Effective People – book

>>> EXCEPTIONAL BOOK!!! >>> Steven Harrison – Being One – book

Steven Pressfield – The War Of Art – book

Susie Orman – Women And Money – DVD

Swami A. P. Mukerji – Spiritual Consciousness – book

Swami Sarasnanda – Chakra Meditation – book/CD

!!!! T. Harv Eker – Secrets Of The Millionaire Mind – audiobook

* Terry Cole-Whittaker – What You Think Of Me Is None Of My Business – book

Thomas Merton – The Way Of Chuang Tzu – book

Thomas Troward – The Creative Process Of The Individual – book

>>> EXCEPTIONAL BOOK!!! >>> Thomas Troward – The Eidenburge Lectures On Mental Science – book & audiobook

Tim Wallace-Murphy & Marilyn Hopkins – Rosslyn – book

Tony Robbins – Find Your True Gift In Your Career – audiobook

* Tony Robbins – Unlimited Power – audiobook

Uell S. Anderson – Three Magic Words – book

W.L. Wilmhurst – The Meaning Of Masonry – (code)book

!!!! Wallace D. Wattles – How To Get What You Want – audiobook

!!!! Wallace D. Wattles – The Science Of Getting Rich – audiobook

Wayne Dyer – Excuses Begone! – book

!!!! Wayne Dyer – The Power Of Intention – book, DVD

Wayne Dyer – Spiritual Solution To Every Problem – DVD

Wayne Dyer – Wishes Fulfilled – book

Wilhelm Reich – Character Analysis – book

William Clement Stone – The Success System That Never Fails – audiobook

William Martin – The Tao Of Forgiveness – book

William Walker Atkinson – Thought Vibration – audiobook

Zig Ziglar – Building a Healthy Self-Image – lecture

Zig Ziglar – The Foundation For Successful Change – lecture

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Long list I know, but it is hard to scale back what is important to know and implement.
Happy Hunting!

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Namaste / Good Tidings
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Napalm Death! WOOT!
(one of the best grindcore discs ever created)

When you’ve considered yourself as being a negative person for a large portion of your life, and then are strangely asked by the universe to be something more positive we tend to feel very inauthentic. And when we finally admit to ourselves that sometimes while driving in our cars it is more effective to listen to a Louise Hay audiobook than to crank an old Napalm Death demo. And yes, if you’ve self identified as a crust punk at some point in your life, being noticed on the road cranking Louise Hay by a bunch of crust punks is a little embarrassing. That is until you remember how they look like you did as a young adult, then suddenly you get it why being an adult is better than being a kid. And there is nothing to be ashamed of for being happy.

It feels embarrassing to be optimistic when you are used to the companionship of the let-down. And many of us when we try affirmations for the first time seems fucking lame and full of bullshit. How much of a liar have you become to yourself trying to convince yourself that everything is going to be okay but nothing externally in your life is telling that story at all. We’ve all been there.

My advice always is, to take a step back and realize that sometimes our external lives need time to get caught up with our new intentions, and caught up to our new way in which we are about to start living our lives… whether our old selves like this idea or not.

Change is gooey and full of awkwardness.

So how do we get to a point where we are less embarrassed to be less ‘hard-core’? To be more open to that which at first seemed stupid and untrustworthy, but as we’ve realized that pessimism isn’t working out too well, that we’ve gotta try a new way and level of thinking about life. Or at least feel less at wits-end with it. Maybe even less volatile towards it. .. That is to say other people and new experiences.
it isn’t until long after our growing do we really come to know the truest of all hardcore people on the planet are the ones that standup for peace and level with the public in ways like trailblazers like Louise Hay. But of course we don’t know this as kids. Nor do we relate when our lives are filled with toil and drama.

As a pessimist we tend to see change as hostile. We don’t like it, we don’t trust any part of it. We align in it BS politically motivated progress and thus get annoyed at the pure mention of the word: Change.

As an optimist we tend to see change as exciting. We make associations to it that evolves our spiritual understandings, and our natural reaction to the idea or the word becomes one of trust. But getting there when you are not there is tough. .. or more so, tough the first few tries.

There are many psychological studies that show massive amounts of evidence showing that pessimism and optimism can show similar results, but the effects on our bodies when looking at the two are quite dramatically different.

Optimism promotes health and vitality, while pessimism simply does not. So why are some of us attracted to the need to criticize and hate things even before we confront or meet them? That I don’t have an answer to. And I don’t think anyone will ever find an empirical answer about why negativity is so attractive to some of us. Albeit some authors and scholars have tried. The best they’ve come up with is our EGOs.. This may never be identified, nor does it want to be I’m presuming. …but that isn’t really the issue here. The issue here is on:

What can we do to begin to identify less with the negative and more with the positive.

Well for one thing, change no matter how you slice it up, is like a breakup. In a breakup we are leaving a familiar attachment. We are adjusting former agreements. We are repositioning ourselves for the benefits of something ((hopefully)) of a better fit to whom we’ve recently began to become. What was once familiar has now become a burden. Breakups are rarely easy. But once over free us to a new level of self understanding.

Like a warrior after the war is over, the pessimistic look on life seems to be that of “maddening silence”, instead of calming vastness, .. non-exciting, just plain dull. And since drama was the one thing the pessimist could count on, all of a sudden, all that is left is you being alone and having to deal with… you. ..just plain, you. And for some, that is excruciating.

Pessimists hate that. I outta know because I used to be one. Although while being a pessimist I was under the misconception that I was being a realist. … oh how wrong I was…

If I wasn’t complaining about something or someone, than I felt under-fueled. And I’d start sending out all that I could to seek something to hate-on. Yet ironically, when around anyone that was acting like I was, suddenly I was Mr. Chipperpants. I guess I was so negative that being contrary to even negativity just made sense. Ludicrous no matter how you slice it. Had to change I was going to..

So how did I get out of it?
How did I come around?

Mainly once you lose all your friends to sadness, or watch your friends fall apart over and over again because of either your sadness, or the sadness that they to had become addicted to, I just woke up one morning and had the thought, “life has to be more than this, otherwise what’s the damn point????!”

The first year of “trying to be happy” there was a lot of waxing and waning. Lots of ups and downs. Confusing patterns began to emerge from within me…, identity issues galore, getting annoyed at my interests.. and as to how everything in my life was either crass or scary, often even anger filed sarcasm, I knew that I need to get out from under all this social pressure to be ticked off all the time. Even the comedy I liked was being toted by people who hated and mistrusted life. I was closed in at all sides, so I had to get drastic.

The next thing I did was to begin a purging of all that was dark and spooky, angry and depressed within my circle of influence. That meant people, places, music, movies, books, websites, a lover or two, and even had to limit my interactions with certain members of my family, just to stay afloat for one solid day without giving into being even a little bit annoyed. This luckily worked for me. But it took a few years, not gonna lie.

I think the toughest part was giving up friends that I had known for years. And good ones too. Solid friends that would give you their bullet-belt to wear when a blackmetal band was in town… yet I knew it had to be done otherwise my life was going to continue to suck and I felt i had no other choice.

But like all things, time healed a lot of the anger being throng at me during that time for leaving my group of friends. And ultimately all parties were made better for it. I am even back to being friends with some of them that used to make me anxious earlier on. Yet now they are a lot of fun to be around. And frankly so am I.

My best friend was the hardest to walk away from. Had he and I not parted ways for a number of years, neither of us would have had the space and the time to reflect, realign, and grow into something more fun. All in all I’m glad it was done. Thankfully, so is he.

So what did I do that made for the best remedy for me? Well of course it was the hardest thing for me to do, naturally. That being, since I was a music-head, and being that a lot of my music was evil, spooky, angry, lost, sad, depressing, or viscous… I had to get rid of a bunch of it, and/or hide some of it into a box for a few years to be left in a basement. At least until its hold on me was less like an addict in search for a spoon and a lighter. I needed distance.

I also did this with my DVD collection, and book collection. About a month in it began to amaze me how media can keep people locked into bad relationships with others via it’s negative content. Just like drinking friends, I had begun to realize that I had depression friends! How bloody weird is that? And our relationship stayed intact with the more negative songs, movies, & books we co-experienced together. that was a real eye-opener.

When not being inundated with the cultures that were fueling my criticism of the world around me, my life began to slowly evolve into something very different. I actually was feeling better about my mornings and about going to bed at night.

Did I Miss The Darkness?

So did I miss all those bands, all those books, all those movies. Fuck yes I did! And sometimes like a smoker misses a good cigarette after great sex, life had something missing…

…at first I wasn’t sure what was missing. And I’d go back to listening to negative music from time to time in search for it. I’d even watch a few David Lynch films here and there just in case. But sure enough, it would change my mood in to something I didn’t want to feel, and thus alter my reactions to life, and people, and my work.. And where as before, I thought being sad and lonely made me more creative and productive, holy shit was I wrong about that! I now I had a different lifestyle to compare it to. Depression makes you create sloppy results and it takes forever to finish anything when you are depressed. This was another huge eye-opener.

When I look back at how and who I was back then, I looked really put together and very much seemed powerful, but was I!? Hell no. But now look at me? I don’t look all that different, still fashionable, still listen to Darkthrone from time to time, but I’m not scoured with all that shit at all times. And nor am I addicted to what was missing. Because guess what that missing feeling was? …f’n DRAMA!

I was addicted to DRAMA! … ME? Mr. Level-Headed sound-artist… Ug! Charlie Brown! Once I recognized this, this was the life changer and there was no going back. Once you catch wind of something like this it is like surviving cancer. You just get grateful of everything and life suddenly becomes easy.

The Changes

You can guess what else started to change in my life?? My body.

I started to feel more relaxed. It's amazing how less anxious about life you are when you aren't digesting 30 movies a week about the apocalypse, zombies, Satanism, Christians being assholes killing in the name of Christ, conspiracies of the bank institutions, and murder mysteries chopped full of be-headings, rape, and body parts. Not that ever really liked that stuff, but everything I gravitated to back then always had such components. And even my habit of porn started to decrease slowly too. Now I am more aware of how it actually makes me feel.. Lonely and guilty. And guilty for what? I still don't have a damn clue – that's the funny part?!!

That's when the really noticeable changes from the perspective of others started to take place. I began to feel like a different person and people saw this. Some got worried about me, my brother and his wife thought I was going crazy. And I guess I was was, but a good crazy. And guess what that new-me finally discovers/uncovers in all this craziness…? That all my negativity was a disguise for childhood embarrassment. Embarrassment for being scared of the dark! .. of all things!

Talk about a shock to the system. and how subtle… to get over my embarrassment of my fear of the dark sent me right into all things dark and spooky. This is where I learned first hand that, “You can say that you don’t want something, but because your mind is so focused on it, that is why you keep having to deal with it.” . Thoughts become things. My life is living proof of it.

All those years of thinking I was all tough and powerful was really more about hiding how embarrassed I was a kid. And for years I was so self-identified with my character armor that I thought the armor was me. Luckily I found that it wasn’t. And lucky for all those around me as well.

I mean there was even a time when I was afraid to wear anything other than black. How twisted is this. As a kid I fear darkness and now as a young adult it is all about black, and black to the point where I feel nervous not being seen in it?? When I put on my first pair of brown shoes as an adult I so self-absorbed with the changes in my life that I thought people were looking at me weird. All because I was wearing brown boots instead of black. …Talk about silly. …And it is amazing how different you feel when you wear color instead of khaki and black! You feel energized!

Post Change

Now, today, I freakin’ love color and only use black when I’m wearing a formal suit for a function. But my attire isn’t the only noticeable changes to the person I was, it was very much seen in the level of new people who were coming into my life post my changes.

When I wasn’t so intimidating to look at from a distance I began to find that I was really a friendly and personable guy. And that I didn’t need all this armor to protect myself. And in fact, that shield is what was keeping those good experiences away from me back then! The protective shield was actually a barrier! The metal made me actually weak! I mean it is HEAVY metal right? My subconscious was literally bogging me down via my own interests. … ug… And Today… David Lynch films just leave me feeling annoyed instead of being intellectually stimulated! That’s a biggy for me… What the hell had I gotten out of all that stuff I still don’t really fully understand, other than to conquer fear.

Fear Conquered

… Bet you’ve guessed it by now, yep, that’s right: avoidance. Avoidance of self, or others, or duties, you name it, I was avoiding it. Why? Embarrassment no doubt. It was at the root to everything I was doing. So I had to replant my interests in other things and pull out that damn weed for good.

Don’t get me wrong here….

It’s not that I don’t enjoy a good freaky movie from time to time, or that I will ever stop buying Darkthrone CDs. But the constant bombardment of that stuff is what made my life miserable. Now it is just from time to time do I raise a beer and sing “in the shadow of the horns”. But those nights are fewer and fewer these days.

And definitely, it wasn’t the getting rid of the negative influence that changed me, because it was I that wanted to change from the get-go. And it was I that kept up the trying of new things while being more open to new people, places, food, music, etc that released me from me cage(s). Just that I was now no longer dependent on the low-feelings for self-identification that I thus able to be very well-rounded in my pursuits of a happier way of living life on Earth.

Today

I don’t live an all-or-nothing life.

For me that is lying to myself. A lifestyle which is far worse to me then staying whom I was when I was trying to live behind a barrier of uncomfort and hiding me fear on my shoulders. I don’t do what a lot of other people have done when changing their lives. That being: to move from one trap into the next, ever seeking the better experience via constant avoidance, and the like. Now I am more free-flowing, and the instant the up and down, the dark and light, the love and fear of life ask of me to take part in things, I act out of choice now. But if I had to make a solid choice, as to which I had to choose at any given point in my life, obviously I have been choosing to love life and non longer fear it. Cuz fearing it sucked.

Certainly there have been days when I get sucked into a argument with someone. Sure, there are nights when I allow myself to become frightened by a movie or something I see on Hulu. But I know now that it was my choice, and with choice I was no longer a victim to it unwillingly.

I guess for me I had to run into the wall over and over again in order to finally fall to my ass and recognize that I could go in a different direction. Lucky for me I didn’t contract too many lasting scars from banging my head. But had I jumped from the negativity farm into a fascist way of only looking at the world with a naive outlook that life is always bright shiny and what have you, I’d still be a miserable wreck.

Now I can exist in a freedom to choose.
And that has made all the difference.

New Choices

This is how I got happy.
Not by pretending, but by being practical.

Without the negative influences I was more clear to start yoga, do meditation, and admit that I am spiritual thru-&-thru. And yes I do affirmations all the time. Affirming that life is great helps a fuck of a lot!

I also don’t hate religions like a lot of people do when they leap from the negative to the positive. Religions are still fun for me to read about and dabble in. I just do it from a new direction now. Instead of debunking them, I learn from them. And sure they are crutches, but ya know, some people break their legs, and life would suck for them without a crutch to get them out of bed in the morning.

Frankly I’ve studied and experienced all sorts of religions, and brotherhoods, and what-not. All of which say the same thing, we are spirit having a human experience, that feeling like shit isn’t optimal, and to know yourself thru-&-thru is where all your treasures lie awaiting. In my opinion we don’t move from Enslavement to Obliteration. For me it was Embarrassment to Optimal-Living.

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Life doesn’t have to suck, nor does love, nor does anything. Often times, being fed-up is the motivation we need to do the big 180° turn around, to excuse ourselves away from all the Jerry Springer drama that is calling us to contribute to. For me it was to stop watching shows like that as a starter. To stop watching Fox News was also a smart move on my part. Because really, it isn’t news if all you are seeing is bankruptcy, killings, tornadoes, and sex-scandals.. that’s not news, that’s negativity. And really what is so scandalous about people fucking in politics? I’d rather watch people screwing each other and getting off, than people screwing each other out of each other’s money and livelihood. But that’s just me.

I write this not as advice, or as a prescription to follow word for word. Not that I would ever do that to begin with, but I write this to say that it’s possible to make huge social changes in life. And I know a lot of psychologists challenge the notion that people really don’t change who they are via self-help and all that comes with it. But really it isn’t that changing who we are is via self-help? I mean when someone is waging to kiss me instead of kick me, I’d say that I’ve changed who am. And it was what I learned from self-help that got me there. Fox News and Napalm Death sure wasn’t turning my life around..

Growth is possible if you are kind & patient with yourself.

The process of transformation isn’t easy, and it does call for some drastic alterations that often the closest people in our life get really mad at you about. But if it means that you are opting to have a better outlook on life, and are making your way towards a better lifestyle, then I say, more power to you! And give them time, they will come around, and if they don’t.. that’s nothing you have to worry about.

I did it. And so can you.

Namaste,
Cordell Klier

Ps – If you want to set up a life coaching session, or get some advice in change, or are just wanting some tips on your love life, give me a holler.

PPs – and yes that title is a goofy take on ‘F.E.T.O.’ from Napalm Death, as well a Mick Kenney‘s label. … F.rom E.nslavement T.o O.bliteraton

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Joy, Affection, Kindness, Love, Compassion, .. The Keys To Fix Broken Hearts


Every Thing Is Heart.
Fluctuation Inward / Outward.

… I could go on for hours about this, but why not just keep it simple and ask people to really take it in for a while… life has a rhythm, a flow. Trust in it, and watch the most joyous & amazing things transpire.

Namaste / Good Tidings
Cordell Klier
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Infinite You Are

There are an infinite number of ways to be here, as there are infinite things to be doing here. We all come here to do what we are to do. Some of us are here to learn. Some of us are hear to teach. Some of us are here to create a new, as some of us are here to destroy what is old. Some of us are here to help, and still some of us are here to hinder..

We all give each other a goal, and a way, and a doing.
We all are be-ing for each other; for each aspect of the WHOLE.

When in this “unison”, what is to be?
…………………………… a choice.

Life is up to you.

Care to book a session? Hit me up.

Namaste / Good Tidings
Cordell Klier
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It always makes me laugh when artists, designers, poets, and musicians say that self-promotion is degrading… What’s degrading is making amazing work and keeping it a secret, because you lack to the courage to believe in what you’ve done enough to have it die with you unsung & unseen. There is nothing more arrogant & egotistical than keeping your greatness to yourself. Share yourself! Tell others about what you are doing! Get excited about what you create!

Namaste / Good Tidings
Cordell Klier
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sorta.. but also everywhere too..

Here is an excerpt from my forth-coming book:
“We.” By Cordell Klier

Hope you enjoy the passage. :)

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“we start out our lives being controlled by our emotions.
..being controlled by others.
we quickly find this doesn’t work.

we begin slowly to take back our power.
this causes a disruption, and many obstacles.
we are either offensive or defensive.
often considered to be rebellious.
we quickly realize how this doesn’t work either.

we consider isolation and withdrawal in order to escape.
being alone offers us a sense of freedom, until we get lonely.
we quickly realize this also isn’t going to work.

we witness others living and thriving.
either thru jealousy or resignation, we re-enter the world.
..ego still perched on the look-out for what it must have and have now.
so we begin a study of things from where and how we are.
a labyrinth appears.
we get lost, confront the minotaur of personalities; our own and others.
we want to make this work.. we have to, so we forge onward.
until we are finally crushed by the weight of our lack of self-acceptance and frustration.
we then turn to the sky and ask, “what am I doing wrong, please someone help me.”
we cry the hardest of cries.
in silence we wait.. but, feeling slightly more at ease.

we stand back up, give up trying to make it work, and like magic we exit the maze as if we had a map.
even the minotaur assist us out of pity.
we recognize the chess-game we’ve accidentally entered.
..suddenly respecting the floor plan and the time-based opponent.
we respectfully end the game and bow out.

we move on, and head into research.
this leads to much dogma, coercion, bewilderment.
yet we try on many hats.
many of them fit strangely.
many more of them fit uncomfortably.
we realize this isn’t going to work either.. but this time we take what we’ve learned
… and artistically weave together our own hat out of the scraps of other ideas; other hats.

we enter back into the world feeling nervous, slightly odd, unconventional, and seemingly unique.
we re-enter this world kind of showing ourselves.
some respect this and admire this.
others find us distasteful and stupid.
yet this time around, we don’t mind their opinions, nor react to their opinions.
this slightly starts to work.. but there is still a block to many things.

over time we again look to the sky, and this time also the ground..
“what am I doing wrong? please, I beg you, whomever is listening, please help me..”
… we think to ourselves, “how do I know to ask this question, how odd to talk with something or someone I’ve not met, nor even know to exist?”
…”where is this voice coming from in my head enough to talk to myself? I have no ears or mouth in my mind??”
suddenly we witness that we have an “inside” self.
we feel less alone now.
with great joy how we begin to see this world begin to clarify greatly and quickly..
“perception is the key”, we begin to understand.
we reformulate our objectives and question our motivations.
things outside of us begin to ease up.
we feel strengthened and almost secure.
this gives us confidence.
we start trying new things, maybe even move somewhere else.
start over & begin a-new, as if being reborn.
this feels wonderful, …until, we realize that we take ourselves with us where ever we go.
this gets discouraging.
..but things are still slightly working out.

out of curiosity, instead of desperation this time, we ask the sky, the ground, and our inside voice, “am I missing something? why is this only half working?”
then, we get quiet to hear within ourselves.
just like the silence we entered when we asked out of desperation the first time.
the inner voice and voices chatter on, but no suitable answer is uncovered..
yet!.. ..when it finally shuts up something unique occurs..
within that silence we get a glimpse of something, something amazing & wholesome.
we really want and like this wholesomeness.
the ego wants to explore this as well, but is frightened of what it might mean, because that wholesomeness requires us to do nothing but simply be and enjoy being.
this is confusing, but overall exciting.
so we sit quietly again until the brain-chatter finally gets our of the way – and there it is again!
we stand up and jump for joy… even go and tell our half-friends about it.
some believe us. something think we are full of nonsense.
we question whether this really happened, so we try again.
our confusion and lack of trust makes it hard to get there again, ..we begin to place that feeling as a ‘place’ somewhere outside of us.
thankfully even in our lack of understanding of what this wholesomeness is, we get a few more glimpses.
“it is real! it is exquisite! it’s what I’ve been searching for all my life!”, we excitedly exclaim to ourselves.
we want more of it; devote our lives to this place, learn how to enter it quicker and longer each time.
the others around us begin to see a change in us.
some enjoy this change and feel we are somehow ‘better’.
while others get annoyed and think we are crazy and misguided, filled of false beliefs.
..almost even offensive to their sensibilities.
we wonder if these people are worth keeping within our sphere of being.
some drop away naturally, while others cling to us and challenge us.
we view our jobs and culture in broader strokes; and of a looser glance.
our rigidity of what “should be” begins to fall away.
suddenly what seemed to not work before begins to work quicker somehow.
almost easier.. but still not quite right.
“how can this be”??
puzzled we keep going. often going back into the places where we “failed” before to try again.
“what the heck?? – it is working now? why?”
we enter into more research.
..enter into more things that resemble the old mishaps, begin to feel less heavy.

over a long period of time we begin to put the pieces together.
an image of “peace” begins to take shape.
“that’s all this is???”, we think to ourselves: “how to get along? “..inner peace?”
“..the art of allowing, ..non-judgment?? this is all it is, something this simple, how can this be??”
slightly in wonder we notice the definitions we place on things.
“I’m here.
you’re there.
it is over there.
it is it.
that is that.
we are together.
we are apart.
we are only parts…. !..” this last one shocks us.
….we begin to broaden our perspective of our selves, of the world… even more.

we look to the sky and the ground and within and almost as if thru the eyes of another: “if I’m not just me, and not just here – nor there, what, when, how, why, & where am I?”
so many more questions.
you begin to notice that such questions connect us to the world.
we study some more and learn from others that we aren’t just our bodies, nor just our thoughts.
this freaks us out, but makes sense considering the voice in our heads.
life is working out better, but there is still so much missing…
..so much still not really completely working.
“why?”

…that’s when we discover that we aren’t just in one place.
that the “WE” that we are isn’t just our personalities living in a home,
within a block,
within a town,
within a city,
within a state,
a country side,
a nation,
an environment,
a climate,
a culture,
a belief system,
a nation,
a country,
a society,
a continent,
a species,
a world,
a planetary system,
a universe,
a multi-verse,
a (k)osmos, …
then it hits us..
..that initial feeling of wholesomeness connects us to something unimaginable.
the indescribability is profound; enlightening.
we are somehow altered from the inside-out into a state of grace & poise.
we slightly know an actual “something”.. about ourselves, ..about others, about …life?
..this, … ..this begins to work.

we feel connected to everything somehow. but cannot hardly explain it.
our struggle loosens hold.
our body seems to be lighter, as if able to take in more air.
stretching seems simpler as well..
things and situations get easier and often more fun.
we start eating better, and feeling healthier.
all the people around us may resemble those that once bothered us, but these new-but-similar-people are supportive, kind, and we like them; they like us.
we have a sense of being guided.
sometimes even out of our own way.
we begin to speak from an inner truth that is even more within then the truth seemingly from what we once “thought” we were.
this is really beginning to work.
..and work wonderfully.

soon we learn to get out of the way.
..and let this “indescribable connected thing” begins to work thru us.

“oh my god, …this is what was missing!”
as if we have found the partner we’d always been searching for.
the parent we’d always been searching for.
the coworker..
..the doctor..
…we are not just feeling better, we are actually beginning to feel an odd notion of improvement.

at first we get a little bit arrogant.
..yet, we quickly learn that this is too much like before.
so we curbed that feeling.
..humbled we just begin to watch how this is playing out.
we like this.
this works.
this really works.
..and also feels marvelous.

but now what do we do with this “work”?
..also more puzzling.

we are getting what we ultimately wanted.
we’ve even begun to identify with some of what we thought we wanted, as actually something that isn’t necessary.
we even begin to give some of our stuff away.. which ironically brings in more stuff.
this really freaks us out.
“why and how does that work?” we ponder to ourselves.
so we try this again.
“WHAT THE HECK?! ..but, ..but.., I gave stuff away. And yet I get back more stuff??!!”
This is very weird, but actually feels really good.
So we continue to do this.

Within a very short time we notice that we aren’t just surviving anymore, because all of our needs are being met.
Our wants are attainable and sustainable just like our needs.
“Wow..”, feelings of relief and trust begin to overflow from within us..
we begin to cry.. but this time from a place of joy.
we feel so grateful that the feeling is so hard to contain.
“life is ..actually.. wonderful!”, we decree.
we love this, and continue to give and receive, live graciously and feel enjoyment and love.

“eureka! ..now this, ..this really, really works..”

but then we notice others struggling..
..others in trouble..
..others.. ‘hurt’.

“crap!.. this doesn’t feel right. why do I have all this, and they have so little? it doesn’t seem fair! ..doesn’t seem correct.”
… we slightly forget how hard our upbringing was, and feel the pinch of guilt.
we get a sense to do something about this.
fix this.
help others.
all others.
…we get people together or join forces with other people of the same disposition.
this feels exciting.
…but this only half-works… just like before.

“what. the. fuck. ..?”
“now why the heck isn’t this working? why are only a small handful actually getting helped out of this bad stuff?”
.. then you remember our days of glimpsing inner peace..
.. begin to remember our days of struggle..
.. our nights of woe..
.. who and how you felt..
… we take some time to reflect and think things thru more carefully.

we notice we can only help those that want to help themselves.
and sometimes we can only assist them to the capacity in which they want to be helped.
and they may even make choices after being helped that aren’t what we’d choose.
but we have a broader perspective now.. this used to annoy us, but now we are excited for them as we help them grow.
the parent child dynamic seems to have switched.
..and with time, the dynamic all-together begins to switch off when we start to learn from those younger than us.
this seems odd at first..
..even challenges the ego..
..yet we enjoy this because all of our lives we thought age meant that we were smarter, stronger, faster, better equipped, and (w)holier.
this brings a valuable insight.
“I can still grow.”
this is the sense of freedom we’d hoped to achieve.. but still there was a few peaces/pieces missing.

we go home to ourselves and our families and our lovers and partners..
.. to our towns.. to our nations and familiarities.
“what is missing?”, we humbly ask all that is surrounding and within us. “..what could possibly still be missing?”

…. “is it true that even suffering is allowable? ..is it true that pain and torture are wanted by some.. to be experienced and to be caused by others…? is this true?”

we think. we study. we ask more questions.
we get perplexing answers that seem counter intuitive.
we thought we knew so much. how can this be?

we reflect on the times within our own life that seemed painful and torturous.
how odd to us that we begin to understand that we were causing this to happen..
.. that much of the woe was interpretations of what was happening..
.. that much of our struggle and feelings of hopeless insecurity was… was… wasn’t really real at all.

………..our bodies fall to the floor in a slump of exhaustion and a feeling of being mixed-up.
we no longer look toward the sky and no longer have to ask from/towards within.
..”ah ha..”
this… these are the missing pieces.. the missing “PEACE’S”.

“I’m only half in this world.. this half is only co-creating with my other half. ..possibly a larger half.. in some indescribable elsewhere.”

we notice that this insight came in the form of a knowing.. kind of.. less of a question this time around.
..but, can we trust this insight?

aren’t we just like when we were kids, making yet another possible false judgment about the (k)osmos?

we wonder if we are wrong this time.. but the feeling of lacking-trust isn’t completely there this time.
so we feel more supported this time.
we feel able to handle this, this time around.

we get up and start our day again.

we begin to wonder what we needed and hoped for as a kid.
..begin to consider that maybe there are some universal needs that all things hope to implore and have within them.
so we take what we’ve come to know and start to teach, and learn from whom we are teaching.
… we finally begin to ‘share’.

no longer about giving and receiving, lack or abundance, limitation and opulence…
suddenly we calm down.

poise and grace return from within and there – as if standing before us – is our ego.
..standing outside of us, looking lost, scared, abandoned, and lonely.

“who is this ego?”, we wonder to ourselves.
“where does it come from and what does it want?”
… it looks tired and sad, disgruntled and fidgety, .. itchy and unfulfilled…
we know we cannot help it beyond its capacity to want to help itself.
we know it wants it’s struggle and it’s torture,…

“oh my… this ego isn’t real at all… it’s an image cause by… by… caused by MY FEAR…”
“HUUUUH!”… as if the wind is knocked-out of us, our mouth opens and then we see something we never thought we could see.

“… if life energy comes from the same place and is in all things, and animates all things in the same way via many different formations based on similar physical laws that bound a certain place of being, ..and thus.., forms all the unique intelligences of the (k)osmos, ..then, that would be mean that .. and all things being one.. that… ..and I’m not just the slice from it’s whole, because even a slice is still….”

we are now blown away.. (as we say)

we question to ourselves, “So.., is this heaven?
..it’s a term that many people throw around.
“..is this Valhalla, Nirvana.. because now that this fear is gone, nothing seems that hellish anymore..”

now life gets really, really, really good.
we now understand the puzzle’s teachings.
we welcome back the mysteries, and we relish within the uncertainties just like when we were excited kids.

we feel we are about to blossom like a budding tree.
..about to produce many new leaves and flowers.

we don’t just get it now, because we got it, … because we’ve always had it..
… the whole time.

…love.

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Namaste / Good Tidings
Cordell Klier

Joy.

When.

We.

“are”: continuity of the whole.

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mind or brain.
where is mind?
consciousness is where?

energy is communication.
all organs communicate.
all cells communicate.
attention.
intention.
execution of intent.
as within produces without and intermixes with other ‘withins’ co-creating ‘withouts’.

body is mind.
mind is body.
—————- conjunctive new term needed?

would this help?

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human idea of world.
world as world-without-interpretation.
as.. within-interpretation.

same?
unique?
personal?
collectively quantifiable?
…experience.

body awareness = form identification.
..does this include the subtle? the causal? the causes?

is the blue sky in the sky?
aren’t you in the blue sky – aren’t you in the planet?

are you SURE you are ON the planet?
Surface?

aren’t you the planet?

…..electromagnetic currents of energy from all things.. interconnecting,
harmony, disharmony, frequencies, light, sound, feeling …

awareness of / connection to

your life?
or Life-System?

Morphic Field.

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Namaste / Good Tidings
Cordell Klier

The title of this post is kind of an inside thing.

Today is about being authentic.
Knowing we aren’t someone else’s idea of perfect.

You’d think that being yourself 100% would be the easiest thing to do in life. Ya know, standing up and asking out the cute guy. Standing up for yourself at your job. Telling the waitress how cold the tilapia is and that it is freaking you out. Yet we all know – no matter our age – that the pressures of life, love, our occupations, and the fowls of society can sometimes strip-off a few layers of integrity in order to get us thru the hour. We don’t wanna with all of our hearts, and yet we do it anyway.

– The dress code may may be black tie, but today we are bright green.
Be bright green. Let them take it as a statement, even though it isn’t.

– The songs maybe about lost love, but today we are in love.
Be in love, pester yourself not with the jealousy of another.

– The voice maybe screaming damnation is on high with vengeance, but we are enjoying the summer day. Be grateful for your martini and your friends, let the fundamentalist scurry away in horror.

Appeasing the sensibilities of the frustrated & rigid at the expense of yourself isn’t going to help anyone. Not even in the short turn.
Not them. Not you. …naught anyone.

Today, consider rising above the expectations of others. Do so by not lowering yourself into their requirements. Obligation and the dreadful “ought-to” will not make the day brighter for them no matter what you do when you aren’t in the spirit of the occasion.

– The club may be filled with darksider punks & emo kids, but wear the white suit anyway.

– The job may be losing it’s marbles over a spreadsheet, yet go out to lunch anyway.

– …Even your own thoughts maybe annoyed and gregariously spouting, “God is a bullshit concept and it’s all a lie, you are totally being idiotic for falling for this crap – you know better, come on man!”, ….and yet, … something within you feels that today, for some reason-or-another, “ya, I know.. I get it, …but it just fits better knowing she’s there, that she may actually exist…. today it just feels healthier, ..scientifically unprovable or not”. So let her be there.

There’s always tomorrow. There’s always tonight. There’s always peace somewhere. There’s always a choice.

So choose from what you’re feeling with your heart. The center of your chest. Go with your gut. Choose from your soul. …Choose from your vagina! …Choose from what ever feels the best.

Follow your bliss.
I mean.. ya can’t please everyone.

More importantly, would you really want to?

Sometimes the bright green tie makes the dinner engagement better; the spreadsheet is still going to be there in an hour; and often skeptics are skeptical of themselves.. so what’s the harm in believing in a deity for a few moments??

Don’t be tricked into thinking you are somehow having to be irreverently bold just to be you – no matter how contradictory it may seem to others. heck for that matter there’s no sense in feeling even wrong, just because something within you is moving in a different direction then that which is surrounding you. You’re not an asshole no matter what they think, feel, or say.

Sometimes our bodies choose. Sometimes our soul chooses. Sometimes it’s our hearts that have the right of way. Give yourself a break. Cut yourself some slack.

A Great book on this subject also has a great title, I highly recommend it:

What You Think of Me is None of My Business.” It’s by Terry Cole-Whittaker.

I dig this book. It cuts right to the heart of the matter.

Namaste / Good Tidings
Cordell Klier